Something that will be treasured until I close my eyes

Assalamualaikum..
Hye guys.. Yesterday was so great that I really wanna remain there and treasure every moment together.. Hahaha,yeah it's impossible unless I had that 'time device' like in Men In Black 3 to turn back the time..hehe..
Ok,how's it started?? Aku,Thana n Meshan cm saje2 jek plan nk jmpe ramai2.. mula2 tuh,nmpk mcm xde sinar je dgn cdangan kitorg tuh..no responds on facebook, no confirmation.. ntahla.. ttibe je cm last2 minute rmai lak ha nak pegi...SURPRISE!!! alhamdulillah, the reunion finally happened on 30th May 2012..
Who was there?? Meshan, Thana, Arhaime, Farid, Johan, Said, Azhar, Farah, Echa, Nazz, Wani, 2 org spupu echa, Ajeem, Fonz, Wan, Haiqal, Farahim, Syuib.. Rse aku dh tulis smua dahh..:)

Mula2 cm bse,kitorg naik ktm except for Fonz,Wan, Hekal n Ajeem.. hahaha, dlm tren jer dh kecoh cm sakai.. citer mcm2 smpai sume org pandang.. pling xleh blah ble kitorg ckp psal English Test.. Wani ar ttibe ckp psal Band 10..aku,echa,meshan n nazz trgelak2 as we thought that it was Ben 10 instead of band 10.. hahaha.. sume org pndang kitorg kot..aduhai..gamat sungguh keadaan dlm tren mse tuh..sakai habis! smpai mid kitorg gi ar cpat2 beli tiket wayang..Men In Black 3.. total: RM 120..fuyooo,nasib gi bri rabu tiket murah sket..hehe.. Smbil tnggu pkul 2pm nk tgok wayang,kitorg g bfast kt mcD dlu.. pastu bru si geng xnaik KTM dtg (haihhh,aku mmg dh cuak sbb si W tuh dtg..dorg plak kecoh2..aku dh ar smpai skrg xckp dgn dia lgi..haih,,i pretend to be cool jer ktsitu,nsib dia blah trun mkn tmp lain..fuhh)..then bru gi main bowling..eyh no i mean we planned to play bowling tp ttibe sume xnak,kitorg gi ar main kt tmn hiburan..main sakai2 cm budak2..pling best main basketball..ya Allah,gempak gler..si Ja'a siap curi bola kt lane sbelah..sakai btol siot..hahaha lenguh tangan weyhh..4 games in a row,lenguh kot!!!!! lpstu bru btol2,kitorg main bowling..hehehe.. seriously i dunno how to play bowling  (lgi2 ade bdk W tuh,,aku xleh nk fokus..seriously!! hish,ape msalah aku dow!!!!).. aku pling loser ah..slepas THANA n REMY..hahahhaa.. pling hebat, ADIK ENSEM.. spupu echa yg bru 12thn tu bleh dpt strike wa ckp lu..malu lak rse.. hishest score?? Joe ar.. nama pun JOHAN an..hehehe.. lpstu trus gi surau solat.. aduhai,aku n wani pling lmbt kot msuk wayang..sakai lak ha mncari merata2 ingt tiket hilang,rupa2nye bnde tuh trlipat 2..hahaha..pnat aku n wani brjlan2.. citer MIB3 tuh,seriously best gler weyh!! aku gelakkkk jer spanjang cite dia! x rugi dow kuar duit.. tpi de gak scene tacing ble ayah si Agent J kne bunuh dgn si Boris tuh,,mmg Boris The Animal btul!! haihh..

Lpstu bru gerak gi mkn Pizza Hut..mula2 cm dh dok rmai2 nk mkn..tp rmai lak lpstu ckp xnak mkn,, last2 6 or jer mkn.. aku,said,ja'a,wani,nazz,ajeem.. n plus adik Ensem..hehe.. yg lain p MPH laa, dok2 mlepak ktsitu laa..ske ati lah korang..aku xlpar gk tp sbb mmikirkan bkn snang nk mkn dgn kwn rmai2, I just eat.. Simpan lah rse xlapar tu utk hri lain..hehehe.. then solat asar n finally meet up at Mickey's gallery utk amek gmbr ramai2.. pyelah payah nk kumpulkn dorg nk amek gmbr..rse cm nk wat photo shoot utk bdk2 tadika..hahaha..last2 dpt gk amek gmbr but without farah n echa who still busy buying books at MPH.. so sad.. bibliophile btol dorg tuh.. kitorg cm dlm dilema gk smalam sbb Tyqa cm harap gler nk jmpe kitorg.. tp ats halangan trtentu, kitorg xdpt jmpe dia.. To Tyqa: Please forgive us.. don't worry, we'll meet u later okayy.. insya-Allah..:)

Akhirnya,pkul 7 kitorg kuar ke KTM mid utk pulang ke rmh..cm bse,keadaan sardin di situ trpaksa diharungi..nsib kitorg dpt naik tren baru slps mlepaskn 2 tren lama pergi begitu shaja.. bleh lak main truth or dare smbil dok cm pngemis kt lantai KTM tuh..hahaha.. pkul 9 bru lah aku smpai rmh..
It was veryyyyyy tiring..my legs and hands hurt badly until i can't sleep.. but, I manage to smile to think of the moment I've been through that day.. Alhamdulillah..:) Hopefully,we'll have next reunion! hehehe.. Salam

I love them sooo much! :)

19

Assalamualaikum...
Yeah,it's me Nadiah.. a 19 year-old-Nadiah..hehehe
finished reading that 18-year-old memories???
okay, now I want to talk like a more matured girl.. ceyh,bajet!!
hehehe.. first of all, I want to emphasize that I won't change my sakai-ness for the rest of my life..even i'll be 20's, 30's or even 50's..hehe..insya-Allah..:)

7th of May 2012..the day when I've turned 19..hehehe
19? 19? 19? Ohemmmmjayyyy..hahahaha,,gedik giler!
A week before, I'd figured out a lot of things in becoming a better person..
Yelah,,kira azam utk umur 19thn..hehehe
I wanna be a better servant for Allah, a better follower for Rasulullah, a better daughter for my parents, a better Along for my siblings, a better friend for everybody and of course a better student for me myself!!...
see, I keep on repeating.. BETTER..BETTER..BETTER.. btol lah tu.. aku mmg nk jdi org yg lbeh baik drpd smalam.. I really hope my 'doa' would become true as a birthday wish..:)

Okay, I really don't have any idea what would be my bday celebration this year..
yelah,,away from family,,in exam week lgi!!!
before that, nk citer..one day bfore bday aku,,family aku dtg shah alam.. aku ingt nk blanje mkn jer kt pizza.. ttibe abah yg brpura2 nk g tandas kekonon..rupa2nye amekkn hadiah aku kt dlm keta.. guess what, SAMSUNG GALAXY Y DUOS.. waaaaaa,,android!!!! mmg best ar nk men game lps nih..
tacing gk bce bday card yg ayeh wat utk aku..hehehehe..sayang sume!! thanks...:)
ok smbung citer..utk bday aku,if someone wish to show that they remember pun dh ok bgi aku..hehehe
okay,on that day I had my maths n stats paper..alhamdulillah okay,bleh jawab..
I prayed hardly kot I can answer everything so that I won't feel sad on my birthday..fuhh, syukur ok :D
nk dijadikn citer, mlm sblm bday aku, mmg aku tido awal sblm pkul 12 sbb aku takut klau kne prank dgn kwn2 aku..fuhh,nasib x kena!! pkul 3am aku bngun tgok de 7 msej..wish bday..
Arhaime, Farah, Asma, Awa, Nazz, Farah Syaheera n tyqa..hehehe..
okay, take note this.. ( Azri x wish!! owh,bestfren mende niyh!! sdeh glerr..)
next day, aku pgi2 bngun so dat i wont meet my housemate,nk trus gi intec sbb takut kne prank.. ntah apesal aku takut sgt ntah..hahaha.. okay,aku amek bas prtama kot, pkul 7 pye bas! hahaha..
ttibe trnampak si Tiqot,dia ajk dok sbelah..ok aku pun dok ah sbelah dia, hoping for a befday wish from my best buddy!! Take note again.. (TAKDE!! dia x wish lngsung,siap suh aku ajar maths lgi..erghhh..sdeh2..)
okay,aku cool lgi.. my 2 best buddies x wish bday aku!! mybe dorg lupe kot sbb exam.. mmg positive gler aku hri tuh..hahaha..

Arrived in intec, blaja2 sket bfore exam kt study room..nk dkt2 mse exam, I went to my class to meet other classmates..nahhh, I got my first wish n present from my beloved classmate (ltak beloved sbb dia org first yg celebrate aku hri tuh..hehe).. Sajid..wow, he remembered my birthday!!!! then classmates lain pun wish.. thanks everybody.. :) so trus ar aku gi mlngkah ke exam room utk paper Maths C2, luckily it was greatly okay! hehehe..alhamdulillah..lpstu aku n asma as usual gi ar pusat islam nk solat dhuha.. ttibe tiqot de jgk..ermmm..dia dh hbis last paper..untunglaaa..ttibe aku dh nk siap pkai kain dh kot,asma pnggil kte konon2 nk tye soalan stats..si tiqOt ktsitu dh trsenyum2..kay, i can sense something.. nahhh,, dorg bgi aku hadiah Quran tafsir warna biru!!!!! lawa glerrrrrr... dh lme aku plan nak beli.. it was really awesome!!!
aku trus peluk2 dorang... ckp thanks.. dorg siap nyanyi lgu bday utk aku dlm pusat islam..sakai!!! thanks korang.. lakonan tiqot serius mnjadi..ceyhhh aku kne gak prank!! rse cm nak nangis!!!

okay,,lps tuh..few minutes after that.. (aku still dgn kain smbhyg ni haa..) azri text aku tye aku ktne.. ok,dh bleh rse sumthng gk nih... dia pun dtg kt pusat islam,,suh aku kuar jmpe dia.. dgn kain smbhyg lgi haa aku kuar ar gi jmpe dia.. 2nd prank!!! erghhh.. aku fkir dia x ingt bday aku.. ok, thanks azri for that box of chocolate.. perghh,,nk nangis ar rse..tpi maintain cool..hehe..akhirnye aku dpt solat dhuha..hahaha.. pastu tgahari aku de paper stats plak.. alhamdulillah ok gak,,hehehe.. aku pun balik bilik dgn hati yg gembira..
aku ttibe cm x sdap hati..housemates aku sume blum wish nih..aku dpt rse dorg nk prank aku..
tpi rse cm x plak..aku nk ajk dorg mkn dominos..aku blanje..hehehe,,sbb dh niat nk blanje dorg for my bday..serius aku fkir xkn de prank sbb kitorg mmg dh siap2 nk g makan.. aku dgn hp baru smangat ar trun bwh..bfore trun tuh,roomate aku,nadrah minx nk pnjam hp aku bgi..dan2 tuh kuar je dri blok, "Hepy Befday Nadiah!!! " ya allah!!!!! kne simbah air!!!!! arrrrr..kne gak aku!!!! syafa,asma sibuk kejar aku nk simbah air.. si syikin,afi n all my housemates x abis gelak2..kuang asam btol.. master mind>> AWA!!!! aku mmg dh agak...haihhh.. basah bju aku,,dh ar dh nk siap nk kuar mkn.. lpstu kuar ar kek.. blueberry cheese cake.. sdap seyh...aku xpnah mnjerit kuat mcm hri tu ow...seriously!!! satu blok bleh dgr aku rse.. jiran2 kt ats pun jerit..happy befday nadiah!! hehehe..:) thanks korang for that prank..
This is my bestest bday celebration ever!!! ^^ sayang sume org.. :) hehehe
I got a lottttttt of gifts this year!!!! thanks to everyone..
Hopefully, I manage to fulfill my 19 year-old-wish! Insya-Allah..:)

18

Assalamualaikum..
Hehehehe,,lama gilerrr x blogging..
soooo sorry!! sem 2 was the toughest moment in my life..
Ya Allah,,lots of challenge!!!
Anyway, I do think that 18 year old- Nadiah had experienced such a challenging year..
yelahhh umur 18 thn la aku hbis skolah n then start new chapter of life as a college student..
I miss school life damn so much!!! aku dh faham ar skrg apesal org ckp we should treasure our school life..
Heyyy I do understand ogeyhhh!!

Mse aku umur 18 thn ni la aku dpt rse dpt nombor last dlm klas.. (it's my assumption actually when comparing test marks,hehe).. dlu aku xpnah dpt gred selain drpd A but now dpt B pun rse brsyukur sgt!!!
U know what, I never get an A for my Bio..can u imagine????? perghhhh...
when i was 18, i realised the importance of friends..
How happy I am when I have best friends and awesome housemates..
Ble family xde di samping kte,,kawan2 laa tmp kte mngadu prasaan,,release stress..
hahaha,,my favourite time to share my problem was 2a.m.. aku n Awa panggil sesi ni sbg sesi sharing is caring..hahaha..lots of secrets finally revealed! hahaha..sakai!
ermmm, okay lgi 1, mse umur 18 ni laaa pling byk aku nangis!!
nangis sbb xdpt wat peksa, nangis dpt mrkah rendah, nangis rindu family,nangis rindu kawan2, nangis sbb trase dgn sumone, nangis..nangis..nangis.. lps peksa klau xdpt buat mmg housemates aku faham,aku akn brkabung dlm bilik...nangis smpai puas..hehehe..yeah,that's me..honestly said..

Ermmm aku rse cm aku teruk gler ow spnjng hidup kt INTEC nih..
being among the geniuses make me feel soooo small n inferior..
aku xtaw ar ble mse aku rse konfiden dgn diri aku..
that's my biggest problem!!
tpi bak kata Awa, ble kte banyak nangis,lagi byk kte ingt Allah..
yeahhh,mybe dats d hikmah..
I love this one verse from Quran which I read coincidentally when I was crying..
" Allah won't test u if u're not that strong to face it.."
seriously, it was some kind of hidayah to me that me cry even louder when I read it..
Every time I'm in my lowest ebb, I'll read it many times.. it can calm me down.. :)

Actually, not many people notice how stress I was..
Smile is the only thing i can do to continue my life and move on!
"eyh nadiah, awk xnmpak stress lgsung! hepy ek dlm fast track?? "
hahahaha..stress weyh smpai x trgmbar.. helo,pimples can portray my stress clearly!! =='
tpi xpe.. I kept that verse of Quran deeply in my heart..
Msti ade hikmah aku dpt fast track an..
It's the path that Allah destined for me.. so, I shall change myself.. and be a better Nadiah!
Ganbatte!! ~to be continued~