Would my dream come true?

Assalamualaikum n good morning..
Wow it's 7:21 and I already woke up!
I can hear the birds chirping through the window.. aaaa so nice to get up early! InsyaAllah, looking forward to change my habit :)

Oh yeah.. my dream!!!
It's not about my dream to be something or someone.. it's really a dream.. u know dreaming while sleeping.. hehehehe

I dont know whether i should tell about this or not cos when we told someone about our dream,it won't come true.. that's my belief.. hehehe.. myth?? It's okay i am still going to tell it here.. cos i had been dreaming of this guy so many times!!!!!!!!

Woah.. a hint! "A guy"!
Yup I dreamt of this one guy for so many times.. approximately 3-4x..
Yup not that much but if you had been dreaming of this one guy in a period of about 3months,is it not weird enough?

Everytime I meet him in my dream, he smiled and talked to me like nothing happened before between us. Gahhhhhhhh -.- i hate this..
Oh btw, the one in my dream was my ex-bestfriend in my high school.. yup a male bestfriend.. we had a big fight before and never talked or contacted each other since 4yrs ago.. cause of the fight?? Too long to tell it here.. but seriously i just HATE him for his ego..
Okay back to my dream.. i didnt remember everything but i just can tell that i was so shocked everytime he spoke to me.. as it really unbelievable.. but he was still smiling and talked to me like he used to be before we had a fight..ahhhh it would be really nice if we can be bestfriends again :')))

So i referred to tafsir mimpi in google.. as usual.. hahahaha..
It is said that if u dream of your old friends, meeting him/her in a happy mood,it means that he/she misses you.. it could also be that the dreamer misses his friend.. seriously???? I didnt miss him.. i didnt even think of him before I slept.. I didnt contact him!!! Haihhhh
Is he missing me??? Nahhh who knows? Dia takde contact aku pon kan!!??
Hmmm..it looks like i already be friend with him in my dream.. okay laaa.. better than never.. at least our soul maybe had met up anywhere and be friends??? Hahahaha..

Oh anyway as i go through the tafsir mimpi.. i found something..
If you dream of getting married, you will get married in 1 or 2yrs..
Yup, i did dream of that last year!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
I got a Pakistani husband in that dream who I didnt even know.. i think it's an arranged marriage.. taknakkkkkk!!!
Aku xmau kawin !!!!!!!! -.-
Okay guys, just be ready to get invitation cards from me in 1 or 2yrs time ==' adoiyaiiii.. i dont want it.. seriously.. tpi mimpi xjadi klau dh citer.. hahahaha :D

Okay lah that's all.. my expression early in the morning! :0
Till then.

Sem 2 oh Sem 2

Assalamualaikum..

Hey there.. hehehe I dunno why my posts are always related to my exam n results.. hehehe
My Blog. My Place. Expressing Feeling
Gahhhhhh.. -_____- SERIOUSLY!!! I'm freaking out now as we had discussed our exam answers..
TAKUT laaaaa.. camne laaaa nak pass ni!!!
Setakat ni, aku pass la OBA sem 2.. all the others summative assessment pon insyaAllah pass rsenye..
TAPI... OSPE laaaa buat aku gentar ni.. rse mcm banyak salah dahhhh.. xcukup rse nk smpai 50%!! Ottoke??!!!!!
Jgn citer OSCE plak.. seriously takutttt sangat!!!!

Kalau tak pass, either repeat sem or year.. can u imagine that???
Mmg la nak think positively maybe that's d best for me tapi mst malu ar nnt!!!!
Xtau nk letak mne muka.. nnt org prasan kte xde in lectures.. then, new batch mates pon mesti perasan muka2 baru!!! aaaaaarghhhhh!!! >.<

Ya Allah nak nangis rase ble fikir.. huaaaaaa T_T
Ya Allah, kalau itu terbaik utk aku berikanlah aku kekuatan.. tolong laaaaa!!!
Ya Allah, harap2 family aku bleh la terima.. mst sedih nnt sbb dh hampakan ibu n abah T_T

Bismillahitawakkaltualallah..
Wish me luck for this upcoming tuesday.. 1 week left! :'''')

Annyeonghigaseyo Sem 1, Annyeonghaseyo Sem 2!

Assalamualaikum dears..

Starting this post with d feeling of grateful,
Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah..
Thank you Allah for this result! I seriously felt astonished to see my results slip..
It's not that great for others but great enough for me..
I got B+!!!! Yeah it's B, not A.. tapi takpe, I know what I did.. So dat grade suits me! Actually rasa mcm grade tu bagus sgt nak banding dengan camne aku prepare utk final exam tu.. SERIOUSLY!
Yelah, prepared 1 month before.. one day before exam, after finished doing revision with housemates, I felt totally blank! On the exam day itself, I didn't know what's left in my mind and I just answered anything that I know.. About 50% questions I answered with doubt! Perghhh~ mmg payah nk describe!!!
Dats y, aku happy sgt eventhough dpt B+... Almost A weh!! hehehe.. Cheongmal!!

With that, I finished my sem 1 of my medic course.. Looking forward for sem 2.. a tougher sem I could say..
Oh yeah, forget to say dat, my results actually show an increase! Starting with D--> C --> B --> B+
Alhamdulillah.. So for next sem, I shall work harder!!! to achieve an A insya-Allah..

For semester 2, my destiny as a 1st year medic student wud be determined.. Either I'll continue my 2nd year or I have to repeat sem or year! Takut kannnn!!! o.O
Tapi takpe.. I learn alot during sem 1.. Insya-Allah I need to improve myself, physically, mentally and spiritually!!

advice from previous post! heehee Nadiah, take note!! ^^

At the Brink of Sem 1 Final Exam Results

Assalamualaikum, annyeong!!!

Ermmm, now I feel sooooooo nervous!! I don't know how many butterflies were there in my stomach!
Tomorrow, at 4pm sharp, my sem 1 final exam results would be released!!!
Omo, omo, omo.... Astaghfirullahalazim.. TAKUT NYERRRR!!!

Seriously, I dream of an A just like other students but I feel that it's kinda hard to achieve it.. I still remember how difficult the exam was. 100 questions comprise of biochem, anatomy n physiology, pharmaco, pathology, microbio, hormones, human development and community medicine!!! Waaaaaaaaa almost 50% questions I felt unsure with my answers.. but still, nothing is impossible, I can get any grade. It's all marked anyway.. I believe, Allah is the best planner. We will get what we need not what we want..
Maybe, if I got bad results, it's a sign that I should work harder, give more attention to lectures and study, study, study MORE! You know, sem 2 would be tougher than sem 1. Things get harder as we climb up the tiers. Getting bad results may help me to boost up my tolerance level towards hard work.

Well, I never perceive anything positively because I like to think of the negative sides so that I'll be well-prepared for the worst. If I got good results, I would be sooo much thankful but if otherwise, I shall look on it positively and try to move on and improve myself. That's how I treat my student life. Tapi tu lah, stress la sikit bila fikir bnde2 negatif nih sblm dpt results.. huhu rse nk nangis pon ade!! Uwaaaa.. :'(

Therefore Nadiah, when you got your result tomorrow,
just remember that....

Allah knows what's the best for you! Maybe your previous effort was not enough to gain such a great success. Everything happens with reasons! Just smile and live your life. Work harder!!!
May you manage to go through all the hardships to be an excellent doctor!! :') Insya-Allah..

Stupid Me!

Annyeong dear blog!
Hmmm just wanna tell how stupid I was yesterday..
U know, I'd kept my secret for about 4yrs but finally I revealed it yesterday directly to that person who's related..

...... I told my ex-crush that I did like him from form 1 till 3......

Stupid rite??? Huuuuuuaaaaaaa...
I was soooooooooooooo embarrassed, luckily I just told him through Line..
I don't know how can I meet him in the future..
I think, I won't meet him even when he wanna leave to Indonesia..

BUT, it was a relieve that finally he knows..
I wait sooooooo long for this time!!
It just that I didn't expect things gonna be happened yesterday..
Arghhhhh.. It's no longer a secret..!!
But kwanchanhayeo!!!
I don't like him anymore.. It's just a puppy love story..

Dear AA,
Hopefully u can treat me normally as usual..
That crush thingy is just a past history that had been written nicely in my secondary school memories..

Congrats Nadiah,
Your mission is now accomplished!

Plan for Final Exam

Assalamualaikum.. Sejak2 aku ter-delete diari kt handphone, rasa mcm dunia aku kosong..hahaha bongok jer.. Bayangkan laa diari tu dh setahun kot aku tulis n ade about 115 posts pastu disebabkan satu klik aku terus terpadam semua.. T____T

Okay, aku baru jer habis 2nd Online Formative Assessment tadi.. How was it? Ermmmm tak tau lah nak cakap camne.. Aku tak tau pe yg aku dah jawab.. nmpk soalan, baca pastu fahamkan sikit2 terus submit answer.. belum tau lagi markah dia.. pukul 5 baru bleh check.. U know what, mlm tadi sblum test, aku n housemates buatlah kuiz.. Aku dh hbis bce semua la tp pharmaco yg paling lama aku dh bce about a month ago.. pastu ble revise balik mlm tdi, ya Allah,aku tak tau apelah yg aku ingat.. Hush, terus aku cuak kot!!! dh la tu, human development pon, microbio n all d hormones.. perghhh aku dh stres giler malam tadi!!! camne ntah nak jwab test.. last2 pasrah jela melangkah ke e-lab pagi tadi.. jwab jela pape yg ingat.. skrg ni tgh pasrah la ni, xtau la camne markah.. menurun? menaik? kekal?? takpe Nadiah, always remember..

ALLAH GIVES U WHAT U NEED, NOT WHAT U WANT.. :')

Bismillahitawakkaltualallahhh.. :')

Okay, mmandangkan dah nk dekat final exam, 2 months lagi kot.. Aku nk kne prepare betol2 nih!! So lpsni, dh kne start revise biochem n anatomy semula.. It's a MUST!!!!!
Kne fahamkan instead of hafal.. nak kne pegi medical museum la nk hafal all d models so that aku ingat anatomy! serius, kne wat study group awal2, bukannye one night before test.. tension kot! rse mcm nk blackout kpale otak! OVERLOADED!! Ya Allah, berkatilah perancangan aku ni.. May U ease my journey to be a good doctor! ingat Nadiah, mesti betol kan niat dulu mula2.. Why u wanna be a doctor??
SEBAB AKU NAK TOLONG ORG2 YG MMERLUKAN... dats my main niat! Insya-Allah everything would be okay if it's started with a good intention.. :')

Thank you.

Sincerely, Nadiah.

p/s: harap2 okay laaaa markah OFA 2 nih.. :')

I am an IMU student #1

Assalamualaikum..
Hai blog! Ape khabar ?? Hehehe.. Moga2 sihat lah hendaknya.. Oh tajuk blog aku xleh blah.. Why so sudden?? Entahlaaa rase mcm aku xpnah jer citer pe aku wat kt IMU.. Knape ttibe aku menulis?? Free sangat?? NOPE.. I'm gonna have 2nd test on 28th of June..giler tak giler tak hbis lagi kot revise everything.. tetibe rase nk blogging plak..

Ermmm where should i start? Im not sure yet.. errrr ok lets start with classes.. Timetable kat imu ni memang tak tetap.. kadang2 tu free sangat sampai de 1 kelas je in one day.. tapi kalau dh hectic, mmg dr pukul 8am smpai 6pm! fuhhhh penat nk mampus ar klau camtu.. U know what, pejam celik pejam celik, next week dh last lecture!!!! pergh, time flies!!!!! ~ Mngikut kiraan nini, in total we have 145 lecture notes.. fuhh, dont underestimate that number.. tu baru no. of lecture notes, u guys should know d thickness of all d notes.. tebal siot!!!!! after binding everything, ada dlm 10 set gitu, each one tebal agak2 1inch.. bleh bayang tak?? tak cukup lagi?? just imagine how many terms dat i need to remember!! biochem, anatomy, pharmaco, microbio.. >.< Serius byk n pelik2 weh!!!!!!!!!!! judging from d 1st test, mmg teruk gak ar.. 22/40.. cukup2 mkn la nk lulus.. kt imu passing mark, 50%.. too low?? yeah sbb kan soalan dia susah nk mampus sbb tu lah passing mark agak rendah.. (susah bg aku lah kot huhuhu..) oh lupe nk cakap, it's an oline formative test.. online? ye buat gne komputer.. formative?? bnde tu x masuk utk final.. nasib baik!! =='

Next, citer pasal lecturers laa.. dorg sume mmg super duper expert yg mmg hebat2 sume bnde dh mlekat dlm kepala.. pasal bones, saraf n tulang tu dia bleh ingatkan everything kot! giler laaa.. pastu pling kagum kat lecturer ni nama Dr. Vijay smangat giler mngajar! He's a Sri Lankan if im not mistaken tp English dia ok n he's really enjoy teaching! mmg faham giler klau dia ajar! dia suke giler wat simulasi kt depan bg kitorg faham.. COOL! kadang2 aku kesian kt lecturer sbb ade budak mcm de ckp2 time dia mngajar smpai bleh ganggu og lain yg nk blajar... (aku prnah rse mse duduk kt bhagian blkg, serius xleh nk concentrate!) tulah, org lain x cam kte.. Bg kte,berkat cikgu2 tu penting sangat.. kt U nih, i pay to study, so suke ati aku la nak watpe..errr.. susah klau camni..

oh ye, bout other classes besides lecture.. I have PBL (problem-based learning) session, CSU (clinical skill unit) n MMS (medical museum session).. I just love everything! utk PBL, mula2 tu mmg aku cm malu2 n inferior sket.. aku tak biase sgt communicate in english ni.. lagi2 nk express idea, takut btol org tgok pe aku ckp salah.. tp tu lah,lme2 aku cm dh gain confidence, rase best lak PBL.. dlm PBL, ade 2 sesi, 1st session kne bincang pasal case yg diberi.. then fikir la learning outcome n any relevant information to search.. then, 1 week later, sesi ke2 baru bincangkan pe yg kte dh dpt cari n exchange ideas.. baguslah ade PBL ni sbb kte bleh apply pe yg kte dh blaja dlm lecture.. bleh tau isu2 semasa, think bout ethical isssues, doctor's professionalism etc.
Pastu aku de CSU, dia ni mcm kelas utk berlatih jdi doktor sbenar.. dlm ni blaja nk communicate dgn patients, about history taking, physical examination, blood pressure measuring, vital signs etc. bagus ade sesi ni, kte dh terdedah dr awal on what a doctor should do in future.. serius, sume bnde in English n aku mmg ade msalah cm biase mula2 nk communicate..lama2 wat bodo jer, cakap jela..hehehe.. If we wanna learn, we need to be brave to make mistake.. mne de org perfect.. heheh (ayat nk sedapkan hati.. ;p)
Last but not least, ade MMS.. I like MMS sooooo much! serius, pe yg kte blaja x semestinya kte faham.. ble de MMS kte cm didedahkn dgn soalan aplikasi.. nk tgok kte fham tak dgn pe kte blaja.. anatomy dpt tgk dekat2..ade model, ade cadaver lagi! hehehehe.. lagi best klau MMS dpt lecturers best2.. dorg bgi cara senang nak ingat some parts of bodies, atretries, nerves etc.. :D

Ohhh lupe nak citer pasal lab.. aku suke de lab gak.. tp tu lah 1 thing aku blaja, kne study before gi lab.. sbb ble dh de kt lab, dia assume kte dh tau semua! lagi2 pathology! perghhh blur giler kot msuk2 x study pape alih2 tgk slide observe cells.. pe bnde nk tgok cell semua sme.. microbio pn sama gk.. mmg kne familiarize la dgn medically important bacteria, parasites, viruses, fungi etc.. bleh rse down kot klau x faham.. hushhh.. aku klau dh geram x faham balik2 terus study tajuk tu mcm nk giler sbb geram pye pasal.. bgusnye dpt faham, tak bgusnye stres ar sikit..

Now citer pasal activities plak.. ktsini aku join 3 program stakat ni.. Malay Debate, Muslim Society (MSoc) --> program ihya' ramadan n charity run! Really busy woaaaaa!!!!!! kalau de debat, pukul 9 mlm bru aku balik.. kesian hsemates tak tgok muka aku smpai ke malam.. Charity Run aku de tugas bwh Registration Team.. biaselah, team ni mmg sibuk uruskan org nk register jek.. aku uruskn oline registration.. Aku bkn nk mrungut ke ape,aku mmg ikhlas join sume sbb gatal2 nk mnyibukkan diri.. biaselah 1st sem, mst nk experience mcm2.. lgi 1 sbb partner medical school kt oversea nk tgok co-curricular activities.. so aku kne lah prepare gk utk mse dpan... hrap2 aku dpt improve communication skills aku as well..

Okay tu jela stakat ni, coretan tentang hidup seorang pelajar perubatan di IMU..
Insya-Allah, i'll do everything to achieve my dream!!! :D

p/s: yeah, medic's life is quite stressful lagi2 ble kne htr assignment n nak exam! >.<