Yeah, since I'm in writing mood, I wanna continue updating my blog..
Ok, my 걱정..
Actually, my biggest worry right now would be my A-level results..
Well, I'm here to tell what will happen if I don't pass my A-level..
I need to get at least 14 pts (AAB) in my A-level to study in IMU.. I got once 14pts when I was in sem 1.. Alhamdulillah but after that no more.. So, it's kind of tensed to think of this.. If I get 13pts, MAYBE I'll be staying in IMU for local course.. Bye2 Aussie! If I got below than 13, I might be changed to other U in India or Indonesia.. So, I need to wait for 6 months as I would fly together with the normal trackers.. Fuhh.. The worse part, below than 11, I need to change my course!! :( Oh, this is bad! I can't take medicine! Here comes the worst part! Below than 9 pts, I need to pay JPA back! Ohh, how scary it is! I just can't imagine my future.. What people would think? What they would say? What my parents would feel? How can I encounter the failure???? Oh, to think of this just can make my brain burst!
However, I can't do anything now.. I just can leave everything to Allah.. I know whatever results I got must have its hidden 'hikmah'.. That's the only hope i have now.. my 기대..
To end this scary posts, I really hope Allah would give the best for me! If I can't enter imu, maybe it's because I can't cope with stress while studying medicine there in future.. MAYBE.. If I study in India or Indonesia, I can have a joyful study.. MAYBE.. We just don't know.. Allah holds our future..
Bismillahitawakkaltualallah.. :')
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