Random Expression 1

My throat is choking up,
I can't even speak..
I'm blankly looking to the sky and crying,
I try to forget you,please let me alone,forgetting you..
I keep telling myself to stop,
I'm wounded inside, I'm burning inside...
I tell myself, I won't have anything like love,
Stop, forget it! Please forget it!
But your images come back to my heart,
It doesn't matter if you forget me..
I will be okay after a few days,
I fall asleep after laughing and crying..
I pick up my phone, the put it down,
I'm like a fool, just like a fool..
Why am I like this??
I miss you like i'm going crazy,
I'm tired, i'm so tired, my tears cover my eyes..
I erased the thought of you but still it came again..

*sigh..

Twinnies Gathering

My Lovely Twinnies

Assalamualaikum..
     Last Tuesday, I had a gathering with my bestest friends at Noodles Station..
It was my plan to have lunch with them before I go back to my college..
Oh god, I'll miss each moment I spent during my holiday.. (skejapnyer 2 bulan!!)
Yeah, Meshan and me came first and took our seats while waiting for Echot n Farah..
It's been a while since we had our last meeting in Mid Valley..
Well, sakai meshan! she took almost 15minutes just to choose the food, no need to mention the time taken for choosing drink! hahaha.. I planned to eat springy cheesy noodle but ended up with ordering Tomyam Fried Rice.. The nice picture of it was so tempting plus I was really hungry that time, rice is the only remedy for it..hahaha
Finally after 20 minutes I think, farah n echot arrived. They was like "hai,,dh lama tunggu??" hahaha..
Nahh,luckily time did fly until we didn't realise it.. Looking at meshan, who's still figuring out her choice did make me spend my waiting wisely.
It was really fun to sit together, chatting, laughing and also GOSSIPING!.. omg, so typical of girls..
hahaha, after farah,echot n meshan ordering the SAME meals (sakai.. =='), we started to talk, talk and talk..

     The most precious moment for me when we talked about our past since we were in form 1..
hahaha, we tried so hard to remind every teacher for each subject that had taught us before..
The hardest part for me n meshan when we couldn't remember our form 2 English teacher!!! I still can't figure it out until now.. but we still had fresh memory of other teachers! bravo! (can't imagine if we were 30's, ntah ingat ke x..sakai jer, bru 2thn tinggalkn sekolah pun ade yg xingat)
and another interesting part when we recalled each position in our form5 class and named each of them with their current course.. hahaha.. :) I skipped one place.. Pity that person! sorry.. hehehe

     After 2 and a half hour, I needed to make my move as my sister was waiting for me at her school. well, I'm a personal driver so I need to pick up all the kids from school.. Ouh, I will miss them so much! yeah, we can still meet anytime but it would be difficult to have this kind of special gathering in future.. everybody would be very busy! Hopefully, we'll keep in touch and treasure this friendship forever.. :D

To Farah Amalina Ghazali, 'Aisyah Kamaruddin and Meshanti Kumarasamy
I love all of u soooo much!
Thanks my best friends.. :)

P/s: yeah, my post is in English.. why so sudden? sebab aku dah masuk kolej n i was like lama gilerrrrr x buat english writing! hahaha, ayat ntah pape...