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Assalamualaikum..
Hehehehe,,lama gilerrr x blogging..
soooo sorry!! sem 2 was the toughest moment in my life..
Ya Allah,,lots of challenge!!!
Anyway, I do think that 18 year old- Nadiah had experienced such a challenging year..
yelahhh umur 18 thn la aku hbis skolah n then start new chapter of life as a college student..
I miss school life damn so much!!! aku dh faham ar skrg apesal org ckp we should treasure our school life..
Heyyy I do understand ogeyhhh!!

Mse aku umur 18 thn ni la aku dpt rse dpt nombor last dlm klas.. (it's my assumption actually when comparing test marks,hehe).. dlu aku xpnah dpt gred selain drpd A but now dpt B pun rse brsyukur sgt!!!
U know what, I never get an A for my Bio..can u imagine????? perghhhh...
when i was 18, i realised the importance of friends..
How happy I am when I have best friends and awesome housemates..
Ble family xde di samping kte,,kawan2 laa tmp kte mngadu prasaan,,release stress..
hahaha,,my favourite time to share my problem was 2a.m.. aku n Awa panggil sesi ni sbg sesi sharing is caring..hahaha..lots of secrets finally revealed! hahaha..sakai!
ermmm, okay lgi 1, mse umur 18 ni laaa pling byk aku nangis!!
nangis sbb xdpt wat peksa, nangis dpt mrkah rendah, nangis rindu family,nangis rindu kawan2, nangis sbb trase dgn sumone, nangis..nangis..nangis.. lps peksa klau xdpt buat mmg housemates aku faham,aku akn brkabung dlm bilik...nangis smpai puas..hehehe..yeah,that's me..honestly said..

Ermmm aku rse cm aku teruk gler ow spnjng hidup kt INTEC nih..
being among the geniuses make me feel soooo small n inferior..
aku xtaw ar ble mse aku rse konfiden dgn diri aku..
that's my biggest problem!!
tpi bak kata Awa, ble kte banyak nangis,lagi byk kte ingt Allah..
yeahhh,mybe dats d hikmah..
I love this one verse from Quran which I read coincidentally when I was crying..
" Allah won't test u if u're not that strong to face it.."
seriously, it was some kind of hidayah to me that me cry even louder when I read it..
Every time I'm in my lowest ebb, I'll read it many times.. it can calm me down.. :)

Actually, not many people notice how stress I was..
Smile is the only thing i can do to continue my life and move on!
"eyh nadiah, awk xnmpak stress lgsung! hepy ek dlm fast track?? "
hahahaha..stress weyh smpai x trgmbar.. helo,pimples can portray my stress clearly!! =='
tpi xpe.. I kept that verse of Quran deeply in my heart..
Msti ade hikmah aku dpt fast track an..
It's the path that Allah destined for me.. so, I shall change myself.. and be a better Nadiah!
Ganbatte!! ~to be continued~